Songtext "Suppression"

Da ich am Wochenende arbeiten muss, wird nichts aufregendes passieren, worüber ich so bloggen könnte und was von belangen wäre..deshalb habe ich beschlossen, einen alten Songtext von mit zu veröffentlichen. Manche Passagen habe ich jedoch in einem anderen Song übernommen (im Text rot markiert).

Der Text entstand zwischen 2010 und 2013. All words by Marcel Hofbauer (xD).

She said she'd never say goodbye

I've realized it has just been a lie
but still I can't deny
I've lost my heart within her eyes

And no matter how hard I try

I can't let this feelings die

No matter how hard I try

This feelings just won't die

I'm standing in the rain
praying to get back my faith
I guess I lost my believe when I lost you
In my worst nightmares you're still with me
Lying my head off n pull me under the sea
Never mind the good times you have wrecked
Cuz yer crickets haven't fallen silence yet

Kiss me one last time before you kiss me goodbye

Sever all contact with me and don't give it an honest try
Recall to life and things will turn out well
Regret bygone times when darkness fell

And when you think your life's falling apart
Don't ever let your dreams fooling your heart
Life's just too valuable to give up the good things you've seen
And never give up the one who's arisen from your dream

Erase the feelings we've shared

when you believe this life is more than fair

Remember when we said: you and me are meant to last forever?

In my favorite memories we are still lying underneath the trees

I fail to see that you pin all the blame on me

What could break down your wall of abhorrence

Things are still way too tense

Hating me to the core won't make you come off the fence

Ever and anon I need you here

Re-enter my life and stop keeping us apart

Ever and anon I want you near

Seek the truth and start the quest in your heart

As far the ocean as deep the sea
Lie your head off and pull the rug from under me
After all this time you're still in my mind
Get fucked up and leave your ass behind

Bloody words and circumstances
are only prayers with crossed hands
all the lies you can't deny
Gonna make their final stand

I won't kiss you goodbye
cuz we crossed hearts and hoped to die
that I'd be yours and you'd stay mine
but a lie remains a lie
So you had to say goodbye
But yet I'll keep you deep inside

"So we ignore each other, and pretend the other person doesn't exist, but deep down, we both know it wasn't supposed to end like this..."
- "Sometimes, when you give up on someone, it's not because you don't care anymore. It's because you realize that they don't."

Kiss me one last time before you kiss me goodbye

Sever all contact with me and don't give it an honest try
Recall to life and things will turn out well
Regret bygone times when darkness fell
And when you think your life's falling apart
Don't ever let your dreams fooling your heart
Your life's just too valuable to give up the good things you've seen
And never give up the one who's arisen from your dream

It's safe to say that nothing lasts forever
(It's now or never)
It's safe to say that hearts can change
(it's still unchanged)

It's safe to say that nothing lasts forever
(It's now or never)
It's safe to say that hearts can change
(it's still unchanged)